havent been blogging much lately cos i'm so damn busy with my projects. so i'll blog more when everything is done. which is like....5 weeks more. haha anyway i'm too tired to blog. too sad too. no time for personal life, so stressed, so busy, miss wilfred alot cos can hardly meet him cos i so damn busy......we're both missing each other like mad. -____-
somebody save me!!!!!!!!!!
24 February 2004
nearly died of heart attack today. yest night stupid dad on the aircon. i switched it off when i go slp but it was too late. cos while i slp and breathe in the stupid air con air my chest so pain and tickled so much i coughed like mad. den.....my tonsils swell up. can feel it when u swallow saliva and feel that in your throat like got something stuck and not going down. -__- dad got guilty lah cos actually recovering liao end up cos he on air con den deteoriate. nxt mon wake up throat feels funny but ok lah got alot of phlegm but cough less.... but....got abit of blood trace in the phlegm..... *stress like fuck* hope no big deal lah....
anyway now i feel ok loh... dad avoid me when i reach home hahahaa think he guilty conscience. mama say he siam until one corner like snail.
went to sch at 11am in the morn did project and stayed till 10pm hahahaha terry sent all of us home and we (jere, me n terry) stopped by some eatery at jln masjrid (kemangan area) for dinner. they eat lah i watch cos oily food and chicken. *STARES AT GD FOOD* sian sia hahaha i can onli go hm eat mee sua....
anyway now i feel ok loh... dad avoid me when i reach home hahahaa think he guilty conscience. mama say he siam until one corner like snail.
went to sch at 11am in the morn did project and stayed till 10pm hahahaha terry sent all of us home and we (jere, me n terry) stopped by some eatery at jln masjrid (kemangan area) for dinner. they eat lah i watch cos oily food and chicken. *STARES AT GD FOOD* sian sia hahaha i can onli go hm eat mee sua....
22 February 2004
ok, finally i can say this.
I AM REALLY ON THE ROAD TO RECOVERY!
kinda wondering why i'm saying this again since i said it in my previous entry couple of days ago?
think again on why i havent been bloggin since fri.
cos....
well...
things took a turn for the worse.
juz as i said i think i was recoverin on thursday, i coughed the whole damn night that day and didnt get any sleep at all and went to school for my final ppr. geez. my ppr was in 4pm in the AFTERNOON and imagine how terok i feel already by then. when i was on my way to school i felt so weak and when i'm in school i was breakin cold sweat all over, weak, shaking, tired.... unfocused. i felt as if i can juz faint anytime soon. juz before the ppr starts and i'm still sitting outside at the bench with YK, Jere, mike n terry they all, i told jere i felt damn tired cos nvr slp. he got worried and kept askin if i'm gonna b alrite or if i wan him to tell the teacher i not feeling well. i decided to cont with the ppr. things started spinning when i was at my seat and i kept coughin non stop. jere kept askin if i can tahan. ppr starts, i started scribbling. the ppr seems easy. i know what i want to write. the only DIFFICULTY... u cant believe this.... was actually to TRY to make my handwriting make sense. i can hardly hold the pen properly. strangely enough i finish the ppr very fast and was count downing to the time to get out of the lecture hall. tot i felt better and took a train dwn to queenstown to meet wilfred. been a week since i last met him and i missed him alot. halfway thro the ride i knew something is amiss. i'm gettin worse, when i met him at the mrt stn, i was unfocused and seeing his face, i felt as if i'm lookin at a stranger, almost not recognizing him. went up to his hse n lied on his bed for awhile but things didn't get better. in abt half n hr's time, i decided to head hm. i called up my mum and went straight to the doc with her the moment i reach kemangan mrt stn (she waiting there). since that night, doc say i got acute bronchitis and mild asmtha (cos throat infection became worse though recovering but am v shag cos no slp). but following those nights i'm STILL unable to slp ... so everynight onli until 5 am den i fell aslp..... this morn i slept at 5am too....woke up at 10.30am... i felt like sucha burden to my folks cos both worrying over me so much and i can't slp cos coughin and they refuse to slp either cos wan to take care of me... i've been drinking so much warm water and plain food til i'm so sick of it and i lost so much weight. i think shaikha will faint when she see me in sch tml. my jeans almost fell off my hips. geez.... but anyway, things r getting better for real this time and i'm recovering. aint coughin as much so hopefully i can get some decent slp tonite. wish me luck.
I AM REALLY ON THE ROAD TO RECOVERY!
kinda wondering why i'm saying this again since i said it in my previous entry couple of days ago?
think again on why i havent been bloggin since fri.
cos....
well...
things took a turn for the worse.
juz as i said i think i was recoverin on thursday, i coughed the whole damn night that day and didnt get any sleep at all and went to school for my final ppr. geez. my ppr was in 4pm in the AFTERNOON and imagine how terok i feel already by then. when i was on my way to school i felt so weak and when i'm in school i was breakin cold sweat all over, weak, shaking, tired.... unfocused. i felt as if i can juz faint anytime soon. juz before the ppr starts and i'm still sitting outside at the bench with YK, Jere, mike n terry they all, i told jere i felt damn tired cos nvr slp. he got worried and kept askin if i'm gonna b alrite or if i wan him to tell the teacher i not feeling well. i decided to cont with the ppr. things started spinning when i was at my seat and i kept coughin non stop. jere kept askin if i can tahan. ppr starts, i started scribbling. the ppr seems easy. i know what i want to write. the only DIFFICULTY... u cant believe this.... was actually to TRY to make my handwriting make sense. i can hardly hold the pen properly. strangely enough i finish the ppr very fast and was count downing to the time to get out of the lecture hall. tot i felt better and took a train dwn to queenstown to meet wilfred. been a week since i last met him and i missed him alot. halfway thro the ride i knew something is amiss. i'm gettin worse, when i met him at the mrt stn, i was unfocused and seeing his face, i felt as if i'm lookin at a stranger, almost not recognizing him. went up to his hse n lied on his bed for awhile but things didn't get better. in abt half n hr's time, i decided to head hm. i called up my mum and went straight to the doc with her the moment i reach kemangan mrt stn (she waiting there). since that night, doc say i got acute bronchitis and mild asmtha (cos throat infection became worse though recovering but am v shag cos no slp). but following those nights i'm STILL unable to slp ... so everynight onli until 5 am den i fell aslp..... this morn i slept at 5am too....woke up at 10.30am... i felt like sucha burden to my folks cos both worrying over me so much and i can't slp cos coughin and they refuse to slp either cos wan to take care of me... i've been drinking so much warm water and plain food til i'm so sick of it and i lost so much weight. i think shaikha will faint when she see me in sch tml. my jeans almost fell off my hips. geez.... but anyway, things r getting better for real this time and i'm recovering. aint coughin as much so hopefully i can get some decent slp tonite. wish me luck.
19 February 2004
today's paper was fine. the only one which i thought was comfortable enough for me to complete except that i'm abit short on time and didn't managed to add in the last bit. simply means i didn't finish the ppr lah but i think it's not too jia lat. at the most lose a couple of marks. really brain dead man. still must study for tml's ppr. tml is last ppr but LIKE GOT ALOT OF THING TO MEMORISE SIAL......!!!!! O_O;;;
stupid YK nearly scared the heck out of me. first question in my test ppr, i was to list out 5 positioning strategies. so i list lah the attributes, product usage, etc then he come n tell me he wrote about differentiation and concentraction etc. nearly hav heart attack tot i write wrong answer then i realised that those things he wrote are segmentation strategies..!! oh boy... dat mean he lost 15 marks.
jia lat. whole ppr worth 50 marks!!!
anyway... now i'm kinda braindead and brain stuck hahahaha i realised my throat is getting pretty jia lat cos itch damn alot and i keep coughing. last night cant sleep sia!! keep thinking abt the stuff i studied.... and then it wun go away and then throat start to itch and i cough like mad till 4am! woke both my parents up and both are fretting over me. slept for 6 hours before i started revising my stuff again. had a headache so went n sleep for awhile.. when i in sch i so shag sia.. test havent even start somemore.... i bumped into mike who told me yk n jere n terry was nearby so i joined them. i feel weak like my hand will shake abit duno is cos i allergic to the medicine or is the medicine too strong or am i still too sick? damn it.
finally tomorrow can get to meet up with wilfred for alittle while.... saturday gotta stay home and do project and plan a stupid schedule (asked by terry) for our one week break... muz go back school do project.... damn sian sia..
juz now while takin test i keep checking the time but i realised my short sightedness getting worse man... can hardly read the time!! half the time i was guessing... jia lat.... duno now my degree shoot up until how much liao...
stupid YK nearly scared the heck out of me. first question in my test ppr, i was to list out 5 positioning strategies. so i list lah the attributes, product usage, etc then he come n tell me he wrote about differentiation and concentraction etc. nearly hav heart attack tot i write wrong answer then i realised that those things he wrote are segmentation strategies..!! oh boy... dat mean he lost 15 marks.
jia lat. whole ppr worth 50 marks!!!
anyway... now i'm kinda braindead and brain stuck hahahaha i realised my throat is getting pretty jia lat cos itch damn alot and i keep coughing. last night cant sleep sia!! keep thinking abt the stuff i studied.... and then it wun go away and then throat start to itch and i cough like mad till 4am! woke both my parents up and both are fretting over me. slept for 6 hours before i started revising my stuff again. had a headache so went n sleep for awhile.. when i in sch i so shag sia.. test havent even start somemore.... i bumped into mike who told me yk n jere n terry was nearby so i joined them. i feel weak like my hand will shake abit duno is cos i allergic to the medicine or is the medicine too strong or am i still too sick? damn it.
finally tomorrow can get to meet up with wilfred for alittle while.... saturday gotta stay home and do project and plan a stupid schedule (asked by terry) for our one week break... muz go back school do project.... damn sian sia..
juz now while takin test i keep checking the time but i realised my short sightedness getting worse man... can hardly read the time!! half the time i was guessing... jia lat.... duno now my degree shoot up until how much liao...
finally i feel like my health is recovering.
for the past one week i've been sick and switching on the fan alone is such torture. my body shivers while the bones get chilled. now i can on the fan full blast and feel cooling. cough is still there but at least the stupid itch in the throat and phlegm are gone.
been doing some random stuff lately. going up friendster and randomly write testimonials for ppl and juz now i was bored and so to kill time i send to all the guys in my list that has the age of 20 - 22 to ask them to do my survey and mailed all those we did for me the survey some amended questions to re-answer. randomly emailed some ppl whom i've either not mailed for ages or lost contact with. it'll b cool if any one replies.
1:39am.
boring night. as usual nothing good on tv, wilfred is asleep and sano is sad and i don't know how he is coping right now...
another 14 hours and 20 minutes before my test.
hope this test ppr will be easier. i think i'm gettin brain damage soon if i keep memorising stuff at this rate.
somehow wilfred mentioned something rather amusing to me. he say that the way i behave right know, unless guys/men are complete fools or they would've known that i'm attached. he's refering to my dad. hahaha we're wondering if my dad ever thought that i'm attached already? well we managed to keep him in the dark for the past two years or so.. mum is my accomplice.
finally took time off from my usual routine of visiting wilfred, and studying at home, i havent been seeing him for the past 3 days. at first he complained abt the routine and that i'm too sticky, now he's whining about missing me and hopes to see me soon. mad kid hahaha anyway i miss him more than he miss me normally so know it's like some sort of sweet revenge. kinda sick of studying. everyday study den go sch take test, feel so shag n lazy after the test still muz pull myself up in the evening to study for the next test and the same stuff goes on and on and on...
taking time off from wilfred and spending more time at home means more time to bond with my parents i realised what i've been missing. been out of the house alot lately and i hardly see my parents. but now that i'm sick and at home and havin tests, my folks are kanchiong over me and feeding me with food and drinks and looking after me. especially dad. lolz he seem very worried and keeps nagging at me to take the medicine or don't allow me to have cold drinks and when i keep coughing like mad he will come and pat my back till i fall back aslp. nice to have people pampering you haha dad is a big giant like i alwaiz described to wilfred. he may seem abit MCP or like big size, he is juz one big softie inside. hehe last time when i first started going to wilfred hse to stay, dad would alwaiz call me and ask me when i'm comin hm cos he miss me. wil was surprised to hear that from my dad. but well, that's juz my dad. now the habit is to call home everyday when i stay over at wil's hse. getting out of the routine and psychological need to alwaiz meet wilfred becomes less and i'm coping better with my life. guess its not very healthy sometimes to keep missing someone in a obsessive way hahaha now i'm happy to talk to him on the phone and have enough time for myself to do my own things. juz hope that the tests will be out of the way soon so that i can do more things without stressing so much. i hate it when my time gets eaten by things and i feel as if i'm caged up. cant go out after sch and cant go out before test either.
it's late. i'm heading to bed. cya
for the past one week i've been sick and switching on the fan alone is such torture. my body shivers while the bones get chilled. now i can on the fan full blast and feel cooling. cough is still there but at least the stupid itch in the throat and phlegm are gone.
been doing some random stuff lately. going up friendster and randomly write testimonials for ppl and juz now i was bored and so to kill time i send to all the guys in my list that has the age of 20 - 22 to ask them to do my survey and mailed all those we did for me the survey some amended questions to re-answer. randomly emailed some ppl whom i've either not mailed for ages or lost contact with. it'll b cool if any one replies.
1:39am.
boring night. as usual nothing good on tv, wilfred is asleep and sano is sad and i don't know how he is coping right now...
another 14 hours and 20 minutes before my test.
hope this test ppr will be easier. i think i'm gettin brain damage soon if i keep memorising stuff at this rate.
somehow wilfred mentioned something rather amusing to me. he say that the way i behave right know, unless guys/men are complete fools or they would've known that i'm attached. he's refering to my dad. hahaha we're wondering if my dad ever thought that i'm attached already? well we managed to keep him in the dark for the past two years or so.. mum is my accomplice.
finally took time off from my usual routine of visiting wilfred, and studying at home, i havent been seeing him for the past 3 days. at first he complained abt the routine and that i'm too sticky, now he's whining about missing me and hopes to see me soon. mad kid hahaha anyway i miss him more than he miss me normally so know it's like some sort of sweet revenge. kinda sick of studying. everyday study den go sch take test, feel so shag n lazy after the test still muz pull myself up in the evening to study for the next test and the same stuff goes on and on and on...
taking time off from wilfred and spending more time at home means more time to bond with my parents i realised what i've been missing. been out of the house alot lately and i hardly see my parents. but now that i'm sick and at home and havin tests, my folks are kanchiong over me and feeding me with food and drinks and looking after me. especially dad. lolz he seem very worried and keeps nagging at me to take the medicine or don't allow me to have cold drinks and when i keep coughing like mad he will come and pat my back till i fall back aslp. nice to have people pampering you haha dad is a big giant like i alwaiz described to wilfred. he may seem abit MCP or like big size, he is juz one big softie inside. hehe last time when i first started going to wilfred hse to stay, dad would alwaiz call me and ask me when i'm comin hm cos he miss me. wil was surprised to hear that from my dad. but well, that's juz my dad. now the habit is to call home everyday when i stay over at wil's hse. getting out of the routine and psychological need to alwaiz meet wilfred becomes less and i'm coping better with my life. guess its not very healthy sometimes to keep missing someone in a obsessive way hahaha now i'm happy to talk to him on the phone and have enough time for myself to do my own things. juz hope that the tests will be out of the way soon so that i can do more things without stressing so much. i hate it when my time gets eaten by things and i feel as if i'm caged up. cant go out after sch and cant go out before test either.
it's late. i'm heading to bed. cya
sometimes i wonder if anyone reads my blog hahaha
today is the third day for my tests....
very application based and frankly speaking, i have no idea how i'll fare.
hahaha
one and a half hour more before i leave the house. i am kinda bored right now.
nothing much to do online, no one ard to chat with and tv ain't got better shows but reruns.
for those of u guys out there that like to download stuff into ur handphones
u can check out this website. got some rather cool pictures.
hp pictures for download
my entries nowadays are getting shorter and shorter haha cant quite blog alot cos nothing in my mind.
i'm not really the kind that rambles on my thoughts and come up with plenty of philosopies to discuss about.
havent met wil for a couple of days already and probably cant meet him till friday when all the stupid tests ends...
haiz still a long way ahead.
after tests is project and submissions. why on earth did they make poly sucha fast paced place to study..
stressful man.
mum juz said bird flu spread into Japan already. shoot. haha jia lat liao this time.
today is the third day for my tests....
very application based and frankly speaking, i have no idea how i'll fare.
hahaha
one and a half hour more before i leave the house. i am kinda bored right now.
nothing much to do online, no one ard to chat with and tv ain't got better shows but reruns.
for those of u guys out there that like to download stuff into ur handphones
u can check out this website. got some rather cool pictures.
hp pictures for download
my entries nowadays are getting shorter and shorter haha cant quite blog alot cos nothing in my mind.
i'm not really the kind that rambles on my thoughts and come up with plenty of philosopies to discuss about.
havent met wil for a couple of days already and probably cant meet him till friday when all the stupid tests ends...
haiz still a long way ahead.
after tests is project and submissions. why on earth did they make poly sucha fast paced place to study..
stressful man.
mum juz said bird flu spread into Japan already. shoot. haha jia lat liao this time.
17 February 2004
coughed and sneezed and had sore throat yesterday, finally i decided to go see a doctor. has been sick since wednesday. as usual mum n dad brought me to the night clinic near parkway parade. it's called 81 family clinic where the doctors are two brothers. both sikhs, the younger brother is the more bubbly and humorous one. both fatfat hahaha but one thing about this clinic is they are very good and they often get long queues. the medicine they prescribe are often expensive but usually effective so that there's no need for you to return a second time. doc said i have throat infection. sorta say i shld've seen a doc when i sick for 3 days or it will worsen the infection *stick out tongue* hehehe gav me lotsa pills that was super strong cos after i ate them i felt weak and went home and slept all the way. am having my second test ppr later. brain overload man haha...
15 February 2004
i was very very very down earlier on... when i juz got back til abt 7pm. i got back abt..... 4+ closing to 5. don't want to say why i'm sad but i was and although i was much refreshed after a bathe, mum probed and sorta made me feel even sadder cos she also was tellin me some probs we hav at hm then for a moment there i was overwhelmed with stress from all areas. my tests... my projects... my relationship... my family stuff.....
it was too much to bear.
worse thing was, i can't turn to wilfred for consolation. not at that moment for some reasons.
thankful for the fact that i haf sano ard me to cheer me on and talk to me at times when i am sad. i cried alot. so much that my head hurts and felt hot like as if it was gonna blow. now things cooled dwn. i studied finish wad i needed to... gd luck to me for tml.
i juz tot of a line. "being considerate to others is being incosiderate to urself."
true? mebbe 75%
it was too much to bear.
worse thing was, i can't turn to wilfred for consolation. not at that moment for some reasons.
thankful for the fact that i haf sano ard me to cheer me on and talk to me at times when i am sad. i cried alot. so much that my head hurts and felt hot like as if it was gonna blow. now things cooled dwn. i studied finish wad i needed to... gd luck to me for tml.
i juz tot of a line. "being considerate to others is being incosiderate to urself."
true? mebbe 75%
12 February 2004
Was havin fever yesterday. had been feeling ill since tuesday actually..... headaches then itchy throat... woke up on weds morning feeling weak and hav no appetite. tingly feelings running thro my back. i knew something's brewing inside. things bcame abit worse in sch... more headaches n tingly feeling and this time, back aches. dad was worried when i left the hse this morn.... i woke up with ultra dry throat. was happy that the teacher say my grp got the potential to write a v gd report. at least i'm proud of my grp members. we're laggin alittle but we'll pull through. jus gotta buck up. but now is a bad time to be sick. esp when tests are juz round the corner (nxt week) and there's the bird flu crap. temp taken three times at night at wil hse. he didn't let me go hm cos he say he wanna take care of me. gav me panadols and kept askin me to slp. banned frm studying for wednesday.
temp: 37.9 degrees, 38.0 degrees, 38.1 degrees.....
ok frm bad to worse. took two panadol cold relief sweat like heck and temp went dwn to 37.2 degrees.
slept thro the night with wil and sent him off to work i went back to the bed n slp but then i realised i was feeling the chills in my bones and i cant fall aslp. his mum used the key to open the rm door (i locked it earlier on) and came in to check my temp. she did dat twice and commented that i'm still hav fever. gav me one panadol n i went back to slp. that was about 7 plus in the morning. woke up at 8.30 and walked ard the hse.....still hav slight fever. went on to study and now, my temp is gone. PHEW. ok relax time over. back to studies.
temp: 37.9 degrees, 38.0 degrees, 38.1 degrees.....
ok frm bad to worse. took two panadol cold relief sweat like heck and temp went dwn to 37.2 degrees.
slept thro the night with wil and sent him off to work i went back to the bed n slp but then i realised i was feeling the chills in my bones and i cant fall aslp. his mum used the key to open the rm door (i locked it earlier on) and came in to check my temp. she did dat twice and commented that i'm still hav fever. gav me one panadol n i went back to slp. that was about 7 plus in the morning. woke up at 8.30 and walked ard the hse.....still hav slight fever. went on to study and now, my temp is gone. PHEW. ok relax time over. back to studies.
11 February 2004
took quite a number of pictures again today of my project group members. well this will make up of wad's gonna be the sweet memories of year 3.
^____^ got angry about the part where the stupid terry who went n delete a vid i took. i took a vid of him n wendy and i liked it cos v candid and cute. ann liked it too but the stupid terry go n delete it away. i'm NVR gonna let him touch my digicam EVER.
been studying... so tired now. really takes alot of self-discipline n motivation to go study accordingly to the schedule i done for myself n still put aside time to do my own stuff plus project stuff. tired man....
wilfred been abit like gonna fall sick lidat... today my throat hav been giving me trouble. it's itching nw and irritating. prolly MIGHT get a sore throat. hope not though. had a stupid lingering headache the whole afternoon...
i've actually been studying for the past... 6 hours? i'm nuts man.
terry told this joke. find it q funny so i decided to share. it's a story about marriage.
there's this young couple who knew each other for 4 years already and finally, they've decided to get married. one night before the day where they are to go and register their marriage, the guy started having second thoughts. he approached his dad and decided to confide in him.
"dad, i don't think i want to get married"
"how come son! you two known each other for so long already!"
"but dad, as u know i hav athelete's foot... wad if after we get married she can't stand this problem i hav and leaves me!?"
both troubled by the issue and pondered for several minutes.
suddenly the dad said, "son! i found a way to solve your problem! every night when you are about to go to sleep, put on socks so that it keeps the smell in and that'll do the trick!"
the son thought over it for awhile and decides that it's a gd idea and so he is ready to get married tml.
but on the other side of the story, the bride-to-be is also having second thoughts. she approached her mum n said.
"mum, i don't think i want to get married"
"aiyo ah ger....you two together so long already how come now lidat!?"
"but ma... every morning i wake up i got....bad breath... unless i brush my teeth...later he marry me already know i got bad breath how? what if he doesnt want me anymore!?"
mum thought of an idea and told the bride-to-be to keep her mouth shut n don't talk everyone morning until she brushed her teeth. daughter tot it was an gd idea n got ready to get married tml.
both got married and one year has passed and everything was going smoothly for the two of them and neither one had problems with the issues they were worried about. but one fine day, when the husband woke up first, to his horror both his socks went missing! they must've slipped off! he searched high and low for his socks, turning the rm inside out searching for the socks to no avail. unfortunately, his search stirred up his wife and so she said, "MY GOD WAD R U DOING!?"
the man looks at his wife and said, "MY GOD! U SWALLOWED MY SOCKS!"
moral of the story? lies/secrets cant be kept forever.
those who don't get the joke msg me. LOL. it's kinda lame actually.
^____^ got angry about the part where the stupid terry who went n delete a vid i took. i took a vid of him n wendy and i liked it cos v candid and cute. ann liked it too but the stupid terry go n delete it away. i'm NVR gonna let him touch my digicam EVER.
been studying... so tired now. really takes alot of self-discipline n motivation to go study accordingly to the schedule i done for myself n still put aside time to do my own stuff plus project stuff. tired man....
wilfred been abit like gonna fall sick lidat... today my throat hav been giving me trouble. it's itching nw and irritating. prolly MIGHT get a sore throat. hope not though. had a stupid lingering headache the whole afternoon...
i've actually been studying for the past... 6 hours? i'm nuts man.
terry told this joke. find it q funny so i decided to share. it's a story about marriage.
there's this young couple who knew each other for 4 years already and finally, they've decided to get married. one night before the day where they are to go and register their marriage, the guy started having second thoughts. he approached his dad and decided to confide in him.
"dad, i don't think i want to get married"
"how come son! you two known each other for so long already!"
"but dad, as u know i hav athelete's foot... wad if after we get married she can't stand this problem i hav and leaves me!?"
both troubled by the issue and pondered for several minutes.
suddenly the dad said, "son! i found a way to solve your problem! every night when you are about to go to sleep, put on socks so that it keeps the smell in and that'll do the trick!"
the son thought over it for awhile and decides that it's a gd idea and so he is ready to get married tml.
but on the other side of the story, the bride-to-be is also having second thoughts. she approached her mum n said.
"mum, i don't think i want to get married"
"aiyo ah ger....you two together so long already how come now lidat!?"
"but ma... every morning i wake up i got....bad breath... unless i brush my teeth...later he marry me already know i got bad breath how? what if he doesnt want me anymore!?"
mum thought of an idea and told the bride-to-be to keep her mouth shut n don't talk everyone morning until she brushed her teeth. daughter tot it was an gd idea n got ready to get married tml.
both got married and one year has passed and everything was going smoothly for the two of them and neither one had problems with the issues they were worried about. but one fine day, when the husband woke up first, to his horror both his socks went missing! they must've slipped off! he searched high and low for his socks, turning the rm inside out searching for the socks to no avail. unfortunately, his search stirred up his wife and so she said, "MY GOD WAD R U DOING!?"
the man looks at his wife and said, "MY GOD! U SWALLOWED MY SOCKS!"
moral of the story? lies/secrets cant be kept forever.
those who don't get the joke msg me. LOL. it's kinda lame actually.
09 February 2004
piang eh juz now take mrt back home realised there's some smudged blood prints on the seats. YUCKS!!!!! think some woman had her mens... urgh.... *chokeS*
i had a good weekend over at wilfred's place. in a way it's a place for me to getaway from my sch stress and i don't have to think much about school stuff there. wilfred have been very sweet and juz last night we had a very good and long talk. we were reflecting on how we first met and how he asked me to be stead with him and everything and what he feelings were then. we talked on the goods and of course, the bads too. then we talked about now. he feelings for me now are much better and much stronger and of a different level and as we talked about it i felt really great and good about our relationship. it definitely was an energy boost and morale boost. now i'm more motivated in life and also to do well for my upcoming mid semestral tests. must not disappoint my folks and wilfred who is so supportive and must not disappoint myself. we talked about the future and he was so excited about the part where he wondered how it'll b like when i get pregnant then he stuck his head to my stomach. LOL silly fellah. then he said stuff about telling the babies boy or ger about soccer! HORROR hahahahah then i chided him saying he's being silly cos he stuck his head at my stomach and prolly would onli hear it growl.
we woke up late this morning as at 6am he was supposed to wake up to go to camp for his ippt test but cos he usually don't havta wake up on sundays so he forgot to set his alarm and so both of us overslept. when i woke up i was so blur and then i shook him to ask him how come he nvr go work then he was like shit he never hear the alarm ring then i was like..... blurrily told him he didn't set his alarm. then while we continued lying on the bed like pigs and lazy to move, we were like 'how ah?' then finally we decided to get mc for him hahahaha case closed. we went alexandra hospital at about 11am. in the afternoon wilfred saw me being cooped up and noes i'm sad so he suggested we go to IKEA for hotdogs. i was happy and jumping about. nowadays i cant stand being indoors for too long. now he is very attentive to my needs w/o me even having to say what i need. ^^ so nice! then at night we discussed abt my projects and he was giving me some suggestions. he commented that it would be nice if he was in the same sch n same grp ask me. sch would've been much easier then. i guess so but i rather not cos if not we might quarrel alot cos of sch stuff.
we had KFC for dinner and he know i like kfc and keep giving me popcorn chicken hee!! cos he noe i like. bwahaha....gd weekend ne~! time to gambatte for the following week and study hard. wilfred wanted me to stay over one more night but i guess i cant. MORE CHANCES TO COME BY AND ME N WIL HAV PLENTY OF TIME WIF EACH OTHER FOR THE REST OF OUR LIVES....so i guess it's ok to wait awhile and sacrifice some time now. ^___^
i had a good weekend over at wilfred's place. in a way it's a place for me to getaway from my sch stress and i don't have to think much about school stuff there. wilfred have been very sweet and juz last night we had a very good and long talk. we were reflecting on how we first met and how he asked me to be stead with him and everything and what he feelings were then. we talked on the goods and of course, the bads too. then we talked about now. he feelings for me now are much better and much stronger and of a different level and as we talked about it i felt really great and good about our relationship. it definitely was an energy boost and morale boost. now i'm more motivated in life and also to do well for my upcoming mid semestral tests. must not disappoint my folks and wilfred who is so supportive and must not disappoint myself. we talked about the future and he was so excited about the part where he wondered how it'll b like when i get pregnant then he stuck his head to my stomach. LOL silly fellah. then he said stuff about telling the babies boy or ger about soccer! HORROR hahahahah then i chided him saying he's being silly cos he stuck his head at my stomach and prolly would onli hear it growl.
we woke up late this morning as at 6am he was supposed to wake up to go to camp for his ippt test but cos he usually don't havta wake up on sundays so he forgot to set his alarm and so both of us overslept. when i woke up i was so blur and then i shook him to ask him how come he nvr go work then he was like shit he never hear the alarm ring then i was like..... blurrily told him he didn't set his alarm. then while we continued lying on the bed like pigs and lazy to move, we were like 'how ah?' then finally we decided to get mc for him hahahaha case closed. we went alexandra hospital at about 11am. in the afternoon wilfred saw me being cooped up and noes i'm sad so he suggested we go to IKEA for hotdogs. i was happy and jumping about. nowadays i cant stand being indoors for too long. now he is very attentive to my needs w/o me even having to say what i need. ^^ so nice! then at night we discussed abt my projects and he was giving me some suggestions. he commented that it would be nice if he was in the same sch n same grp ask me. sch would've been much easier then. i guess so but i rather not cos if not we might quarrel alot cos of sch stuff.
we had KFC for dinner and he know i like kfc and keep giving me popcorn chicken hee!! cos he noe i like. bwahaha....gd weekend ne~! time to gambatte for the following week and study hard. wilfred wanted me to stay over one more night but i guess i cant. MORE CHANCES TO COME BY AND ME N WIL HAV PLENTY OF TIME WIF EACH OTHER FOR THE REST OF OUR LIVES....so i guess it's ok to wait awhile and sacrifice some time now. ^___^
05 February 2004
Taken from tootie's blog. hehe
"As a woman in this day and age, I am in a position to ask a man what he can do for me that I can't do for myself. I pay my own bills. I take care of my household without the help of any man...or woman for that matter.
I am in the position to ask, "What can you bring to the table?" The man looked at her. Clearly he thought that she was referring to money. She quickly corected his thought and stated, "I am not referring to money. I need something more.
I need a man who is striving for perfection in every aspect of life."
He sat back in his chair, folded his arms, and asked her to explain. She said "I am looking for someone who is striving for perfection mentally because I need conversation and mental stimulation. I don't need a simple-minded man."
"I am looking for someone who is striving for perfection spiritually because I don't need to be unequally yoked...believers mixed with unbelievers is a recipe for disaster."
"I need a man who is striving for perfection financially because I don't need a financial burden."
"I am looking for someone who is sensitive enough to understand what I go through as a woman, but strong enough to keep me grounded."
"I am looking for someone who I can respect. In order to be submissive, I must respect him. I cannot be submissive to a man who isn't taking care of his business. I have no problem being submissive...he just has to be worthy."
"God made woman to be a help mate for man. I can't help a man if he can't help himself."
When she finished her spill, she looked at him. He sat there with a puzzled look on his face. He said, "You are asking a lot."
"She replied, "I'm worth a lot."
"As a woman in this day and age, I am in a position to ask a man what he can do for me that I can't do for myself. I pay my own bills. I take care of my household without the help of any man...or woman for that matter.
I am in the position to ask, "What can you bring to the table?" The man looked at her. Clearly he thought that she was referring to money. She quickly corected his thought and stated, "I am not referring to money. I need something more.
I need a man who is striving for perfection in every aspect of life."
He sat back in his chair, folded his arms, and asked her to explain. She said "I am looking for someone who is striving for perfection mentally because I need conversation and mental stimulation. I don't need a simple-minded man."
"I am looking for someone who is striving for perfection spiritually because I don't need to be unequally yoked...believers mixed with unbelievers is a recipe for disaster."
"I need a man who is striving for perfection financially because I don't need a financial burden."
"I am looking for someone who is sensitive enough to understand what I go through as a woman, but strong enough to keep me grounded."
"I am looking for someone who I can respect. In order to be submissive, I must respect him. I cannot be submissive to a man who isn't taking care of his business. I have no problem being submissive...he just has to be worthy."
"God made woman to be a help mate for man. I can't help a man if he can't help himself."
When she finished her spill, she looked at him. He sat there with a puzzled look on his face. He said, "You are asking a lot."
"She replied, "I'm worth a lot."
03 February 2004
life such an ass sometimes u noe? was happily thinking of something which i wanted to blog then i got interrupted by my mum talkin abt my dad which totally pisses me off and now!? i'm so angry it'll prolly take me and hour or two to get rid of all those steam. what she do? go back to bed n slp happily. fuck. yeah my dad hurt his back N I AM FREAKIN CONCERNED. i noe his fuckin leg aches. but i don't think doc hopping is a smart move either. crap. i'm juz gonna fuck care alrite? sometimes ppl think i go wil hse juz cos of him being my bf and r/s lovey dovey stuff. yeah but that's only half the reason. when i'm there, i don't hav to think abt sch nor do i hav to worry abt hm stuff. it gets pushed out of my mind till i return hm. sometimes i dun even wanna go hm. sch sux. hm prob sux even more. i hate to be financially tied dwn and i hate to be hav to worry abt things i cant control. i hate bills and i hate alot of stuff.
ok let's fuck care wads written on top and think abt happier stuff.
wad did i wan to blog about previously?
abt falling in love all over a gain in relationships.
i once told a friend of mine.
there are a couple of things that is impt in a r/s. honesty, ground rules (u better believe it) and communication. of cos other plus r stuff like understanding n patience n stuff.
honesty in wad sense?
in the sense of comin clean with everything u DID or intend to DO. don't wait til ur other party ask u then u own up. juz report lah! automatic abt wun kill u. do wrong thing oso say. and for those who ur bf/gf tries to come clean with u, LISTEN LAH! ppl willing to b honest, u hear the truth u cant handle it, u sulk. dun tell u oso sulk. hard to pls sia.
ground rules is wad? simple, saying wad you hope the other party would do in the r/s right frm the start. me n wil, we agreed since we first started dating back in 2001, we be totally honest with one another abt our actions and our feelings.
Communication is the most common sense n essential part in a r/s lah yah? u nid to TALK to one another, understand one another and sometimes juz chatting like gd frens wun kill. cold war is lame. ignoring one another for petty stuff is lame. being stubborn for both party and end up not willing to bow dwn to ur stupid pride is LAME.
ok dats abt it. and then i told my friend abt not takin things for granted. and also abt fallin in love in a r/s over n over again is NORMAL. sure there are of course up n downs in a r/s. sometimes feelings/passions fade alittle... it goes down but those who mistakes it for being 'no more feeling' is the world biggest fool because there are alwayz time for love to be rekindled. you juz gotta be patient. my fren gav up a gd guy juz cos of the mistake i juz mentioned. nw she's regretting it. everyone definitely hav their gd n bad pts, if u're forever gonna go compare him/her to others, i don't think u'll ever get married. the thing is to love the person totally, love their gd and accept their bad. u can help them change but if it's something dat cant be forced, well, juz learn to accept it.
last week n this week suddenly wilfred v loving. strangely he told me abt him being 'dian' (electrocuted) by me hahahaha stuff i did which touched him makin him love me more n stuff. well it has been 6 mths hahaha so it has been a long while. both of us have been more or less tied down by routines in our lives. me with sch n him with ns/work. if we start being lazy in our r/s. goner man. but we realised it long ago so we're still makin the effort to meet up n stuff. i'm lookin forward and hopin for the day when finally he is being accepted by my dad n it's no longer juz me go to his hse and he cant come mine but both of us being able to access each other's hse freely and with ease. haiz. alrite. i go rest.
ok let's fuck care wads written on top and think abt happier stuff.
wad did i wan to blog about previously?
abt falling in love all over a gain in relationships.
i once told a friend of mine.
there are a couple of things that is impt in a r/s. honesty, ground rules (u better believe it) and communication. of cos other plus r stuff like understanding n patience n stuff.
honesty in wad sense?
in the sense of comin clean with everything u DID or intend to DO. don't wait til ur other party ask u then u own up. juz report lah! automatic abt wun kill u. do wrong thing oso say. and for those who ur bf/gf tries to come clean with u, LISTEN LAH! ppl willing to b honest, u hear the truth u cant handle it, u sulk. dun tell u oso sulk. hard to pls sia.
ground rules is wad? simple, saying wad you hope the other party would do in the r/s right frm the start. me n wil, we agreed since we first started dating back in 2001, we be totally honest with one another abt our actions and our feelings.
Communication is the most common sense n essential part in a r/s lah yah? u nid to TALK to one another, understand one another and sometimes juz chatting like gd frens wun kill. cold war is lame. ignoring one another for petty stuff is lame. being stubborn for both party and end up not willing to bow dwn to ur stupid pride is LAME.
ok dats abt it. and then i told my friend abt not takin things for granted. and also abt fallin in love in a r/s over n over again is NORMAL. sure there are of course up n downs in a r/s. sometimes feelings/passions fade alittle... it goes down but those who mistakes it for being 'no more feeling' is the world biggest fool because there are alwayz time for love to be rekindled. you juz gotta be patient. my fren gav up a gd guy juz cos of the mistake i juz mentioned. nw she's regretting it. everyone definitely hav their gd n bad pts, if u're forever gonna go compare him/her to others, i don't think u'll ever get married. the thing is to love the person totally, love their gd and accept their bad. u can help them change but if it's something dat cant be forced, well, juz learn to accept it.
last week n this week suddenly wilfred v loving. strangely he told me abt him being 'dian' (electrocuted) by me hahahaha stuff i did which touched him makin him love me more n stuff. well it has been 6 mths hahaha so it has been a long while. both of us have been more or less tied down by routines in our lives. me with sch n him with ns/work. if we start being lazy in our r/s. goner man. but we realised it long ago so we're still makin the effort to meet up n stuff. i'm lookin forward and hopin for the day when finally he is being accepted by my dad n it's no longer juz me go to his hse and he cant come mine but both of us being able to access each other's hse freely and with ease. haiz. alrite. i go rest.
02 February 2004
had a mock war with wilfred hahahaha was pokin each other and then he wacked my chin. "THIS IS WAR!!!!" i roared and here goes for a near 10 min of struggling and countless attempts to wack each other's chin rolling up n down the bed. HEH den he had a counter attack by pinning me dwn n kiss me lah crap, lol but eventually he surrendered.
cooped up at home for hours haha before i finally cant stand it no more! i was even in the rm literally fallin aslp while he was on his soccer game for nearly 2 n a half hrs. i was in the comp rm with him lying half on the chair n half on the bed. shucks nw my knee is achin a lil. then i dragged wil out to IKEA for a walk ard n to breathe some fresh air. had ice cream!! we walked around and was lookin at wardrobes. HEE then we were discussing abt wad would be ideal for our home. ^^ lotsa nice nice furnitures ard. wil say he'll prolly wanna get everything frm ikea cos convenient n cheap. then we head back home soon cos his mum cooked dinner and if we returned late we're in for lotsa nagging. after eating we slacked around in the computer rm listening to music and playing ard with hp n stuff before going into the rm to huddle for the last hour cos i'm heading home soon. haiz haiz. owaz emo on the day when i hav to go back hm after staying with wil esp this week. stayed over for four days!! didn't really get to go out much cos he was tired and we were financially tied up too.
WHEE!!!!!!!! muz gambatte for sch n my r/s n family!!!! DEKIRUZO! *eye big big*
cooped up at home for hours haha before i finally cant stand it no more! i was even in the rm literally fallin aslp while he was on his soccer game for nearly 2 n a half hrs. i was in the comp rm with him lying half on the chair n half on the bed. shucks nw my knee is achin a lil. then i dragged wil out to IKEA for a walk ard n to breathe some fresh air. had ice cream!! we walked around and was lookin at wardrobes. HEE then we were discussing abt wad would be ideal for our home. ^^ lotsa nice nice furnitures ard. wil say he'll prolly wanna get everything frm ikea cos convenient n cheap. then we head back home soon cos his mum cooked dinner and if we returned late we're in for lotsa nagging. after eating we slacked around in the computer rm listening to music and playing ard with hp n stuff before going into the rm to huddle for the last hour cos i'm heading home soon. haiz haiz. owaz emo on the day when i hav to go back hm after staying with wil esp this week. stayed over for four days!! didn't really get to go out much cos he was tired and we were financially tied up too.
WHEE!!!!!!!! muz gambatte for sch n my r/s n family!!!! DEKIRUZO! *eye big big*
